My hair was starting to fall out rather quickly yesterday, so I decided to bite the bullet and get my head shaved. Whew! I’m glad that’s over. It was much harder than I ever dreamed. I feel as though I look like a little old man and I am not happy. I know this is just one more step in the many that I have to take to get to the end of this nightmare, but it's not easy. My hair will grow back (it takes 6 months to 1 year to grow back a full head) and in the scheme of things it’s a small price to pay. But, I’ll warn ya – I’m sensitive about it, so no bald jokes!
My counts today are 27.2 - Red; 70 - White; 16 K - platelets (after receiving one unit last night); with an ANC of O. Keep watching the white count - it will go even lower as I tend towards bottoming out. I am still on my usual antibiotics, anti-fungals and all the other stuff they are giving me.
I now have mouth sores (mucositis). They started out looking like little blood blisters and then they just turn sore. Sometimes they swell a little. Mine are located in the back, kinda where my jaw hinges, so it prevents me from opening my mouth too far. Right now I feel like I have the beginnings of a sore throat. We all know what that feels like. So far, they are tolerable and I've been told there are soothing and numbing medications if necessary.
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Bev- you are beautiful with or without hair! Just think how cool you'll be this summer in the heat and humidity! So happy to hear that things are progressing as they should even though you still have a lot to endure.
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Roxanne
Bev,
ReplyDeleteLosing her hair would be difficult for any woman. I imagine it is very hard to see yourself that way. But when it grows back in it will be part of a new healthy body! Your spring will come after this long winter! I wish I could return the hug that I felt from you over email the other day. Stay strong. Love, Andrea
Hi Bev,
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and wanted you to know your beautiful with or without hair!
I do understand your feelings, but I am sure your hair is going to grow back as fabulous as ever.
Thinking of you often and praying for your speedy recovery so you can go home.
Love ya! Diane